I am not my mistakes...

How many people here have ever made a mistake?  C'mon, put your hands up - you know you have...  We all have made mistakes, we all make mistakes, and we all will make mistakes - we are humans, and that's sort of how humans roll...  Don't get me wrong, it's not what we should be doing, but we do... When I think of this statement - "I am not my mistakes" - I think of a guy in the Bible, a king, who did bad but whom God considered good, even very good.  And who might that be?

Yup, you're right - King David.  Good ol' "I tend sheep but still become king" David.  But David, despite being king, had one flaw - he was human.  Flaw, you say?  Well, if we think of a flaw as being something that shouldn't be part of us because it will cause us to do wrong, then hey, being human might be considered to be a flaw!  That is, as opposed to being godly...  David was a human, and David did bad.  (pardon the grammar... actually, just ignore the grammar 'cause I'm making a point!)  David did bad - David watched a woman bathe, a woman who wasn't his wife.  David knew better, but David did bad anyway.  And he thought no one would find out, especially when he had the woman's husband killed in battle.  But... he kind of forgot about God.  God knows everything.  God knew David did bad.  The consequence of David's "bad" was horrific - his son died.  David realized how badly he had gone against God and that brings us to our Bible reading...

Psalm 51: 1-4, 10-11

Have mercy on me, O God, because of your unfailing love.  Because of your great compassion, blot out the stain of my sins.  Wash me from my guilt.  Purify me from my sin.  For I recognize my rebellion; it haunts me day and night.  Against you, and you alone, have I sinned; I have done what is evil in your sight.  You will be proved right in what you say, and your judgment against me is just.  Create in me a clean heart, O God.  Renew a loyal spirit within me.  Do not banish me from your presence, and don't take your Holy Spirit from me.

David did bad, but he also knew his God was a God who forgave.  So David prayed this prayer, this psalm, asking God to forgive him, to wash him clean, to give him a new heart, to not leave him.  And did God listen?  Well, King David became known as a "man after God's own heart", so yes, God listened!  David did bad, David made mistakes, but David wasn't his mistakes.

And neither are you... or I... or anyone, unless we want to be.  We can keep on doing 'bad', and then asking for forgiveness, and then doing 'bad', and... well, we can... but we shouldn't, because God knows our heart, and if we truly ask Him to forgive us, and we turn away from what we did or are doing and turn toward God to do what He wants us to do and to be what He wants us to be, we won't be our mistakes either.  I know this because the Bible tells me, but I also know this because I've "been there, done that" - too many times! - and I know our God is loving, and faithful, and forgiving.  Good thing...  so know...

YOU ARE NOT YOUR MISTAKES!

I AM NOT MY MISTAKES!

WE ARE NOT OUR MISTAKES!

Know it!  Live it!  Be what God wants you to be, do what God wants you to do, and live like God wants you to live.  If you do, it can't possibly be a mistake!

Let's pray...

God, I know I've made mistakes, and I'm sorry.  Please forgive me.  Help me to turn from doing bad, and live a life pleasing to you.  Thank you for loving me, and forgiving me.  I know I am not my mistakes, but that I am yours.

Amen.



Faithful...

So says he (me!) who has been somewhat less than faithful...  Some time ago, I vowed (to myself, at least) that I would be faithful in writing this blog.  Daily, perhaps, but at least weekly.  One only needs to glance at the index page to see this hasn't been happening...  I might claim to have been busy (and have been), or ill (and have been), or any number of other things, but the bottom line is, I haven't been faithful.  To myself.  To any readers who might read this.  To my God.  I've prayed, I've counselled, I've studied, I've preached, I've sung... and a multitude of other things that are important &/or necessary.  But there has been this nagging in my soul, telling me to get back to this blog... and I have been unfaithful.  So I am back... asking for forgiveness for being unfaithful, and vowing to be faithful to my vow.

In the Bible, there is a wonderfully inspirational and challenging verse:

Psalm 119: 137-144
You are right and you do right, God; your decisions are right on target. You rightly instruct us in how to live ever faithful to you. My rivals nearly did me in, they persistently ignored your commandments. Your promise has been tested through and through, and I, your servant, love it dearly...  I don’t forget what you tell me...  Even though troubles came down on me hard, your commands always gave me delight. The way you tell me to live is always right; help me understand it so I can live to the fullest.

God is so faithful to us; even when we aren't always living as He wishes we might, He is faithful.  Imagine if we were always as faithful as He wishes we were!

If you are like me, as I described myself in the opening paragraph, then do you know why?  I mean, if you aren't doing something you should be doing, then why not?  And if you are doing something you shouldn't be doing, then why?  Good questions.... not so easy to answer, perhaps, but good questions nevertheless.  Ones we need to ponder... and do something about.  Yes, I might be super busy doing the stuff that needs to get done each week (and believe me, for a pastor, that might be a LOT!), but if I am not being faithful to my God, and to others, then... well, what's the point?  I can be successful in the standards of this world, yet be failing God - and this is not what I want to be or do.  How about you?

God doesn't call us to be a success in this world, because we don't even need to think about being faithful in order to achieve success.  God does call us to be faithful, because in doing so, we are living and acting and doing and being the people God wants us to be.  So next time you are tempted to keep on doing stuff that needs/has to be/should be/must be done, stop and think about whether this is truly what God is calling you to do.  I mean, would you rather be living in the will of God or be seen to be a 'success' in the eyes of people?  Seriously, no matter how nice it might be, or how important it might make us feel, to be a success, nothing compares to being faithful to the God who created everything!

Let's pray...

God, you are awesome.  Sometimes it's difficult to do what you want us to do, because it doesn't seem important to many, or make us important in others' eyes.  Help us to be faithful.  Help us to answer your call to faithfulness.
Amen.